i can feel the changes coming. not the seasons. i know there’s lots more hot to come.
but it’s the boys. they are growing and changing so fast. seems faster than ever. i see a little more of who they’re becoming. it is exhilarating. the days of merely propping them up or bouncing them, feeding them, and keeping them dry are over, and a new kind of work begins.
it’s the guiding. the being present. the modeling. the sitting still. the letting be. all those hard things. can i do this right? and well?
…when it feels i am still learning, growing, and changing at light speed myself?