no one is tired

gulls out at the birdplace. funny, there are rarely gulls out there. but then again, just when i think i know something about that place, i get a big surprise. once there were cows out there. just grazing. and smelling like cows. another time a stray trio of eccentric chickens, probably abandoned, emerged from the grass.

here at home tonight, no one is tired. or at least willing to give into sleep. the four of us celebrated clyde’s 8th birthday at our favorite mexican place, probably the one place that pleases the four of us equally. they presented clyde with flan all lit up by a crackling sparkler and sang happy birthday in espanol. more celebrating with family and friends over the weekend.

still struggling a little with how and what to blog. i struggled for at least five minutes about whether or not to even tell you that.

a few sure things:

autumn window

autumn window

oh my god. the time, while it’s a seriously good time, is just passing me by.

leo will be four in five days. i’ll be forty in ten days… does anyone know where the brakes are on this life? i feel like if i blink, i might look in the mirror and find myself 105.

nothing + everything

still basking in the memories of our “nothing and everything” weekend. it was bliss. date night dinner and a movie with ed, a nice visit with my mom (donuts! laughs!), sprinklers, a walk to ice cream, family movie, snuggles, play play play, photos, a visit to my birdplace (it’s been so long; i can’t believe i used to go a few times a week).

thanks so much for the creativity percolating ideas a few days back. they definitely gave me a kick back into my own tried and true process, which is that doing one creative thing turns into doing many creative things. a simple reaching out to creative friends has turned into new photos, a little creative collaboration, posting here a little, reading a short story, revisiting nature, a new mixtape, and dreaming, lots of dreaming.

dreams brewing: late skate this saturday night, photo wall, house renovations, 10-year anniversary, 40th birthday, visits…

are you dreaming? about what?